man am i bored, i'm getting into the whole discouraged mood again. i want to do some drawing or painting or ANYTHING! i can think of some cool ideas, but they get completely lost in the transition from my mind to the paper. i've got some insiration (as always) but not the ability. *sigh* i'd say more but the only one who reads this i speak to on a more or less daily basis so, it would be pointless to go on. oh yeah i'm off of work tomorrow.